» Friday, December 17, 2004
ok i am recovering. wonderful. but that doesn't mean i'm gonna dance for the carolling thing this saturday. like seriously, my parents just happily supported the choir mistress and her suggestion without thinking about me and my bad throat, flu thing whatever.
ya anyway, more impt things to talk about. i got into friggin cjc. yes. i did. and now, i ain't got no pals there. rah. ok i might have a friend there. handsome ian's brother, mark might be going there. so i gotta make friends with him. don't wanna be a loner when i'm there. sad life know. can't find any classmates who are going there. sihui's doing a search for me. i love her. haha. ok ya and um, ya. how?! sigh. what a sad life. so sad. =( i seriously needa make friends sia. like big time. and i've got a friggin headache now. but my stupid aunty came to visit me. i hate her. stupid bitch.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. this sucks. i feel so lonely. and isolated. and, whatever. i'm feeling like kingshaw!!! and i actually had a dream last night and i was crying. oh hell. this isn't good. tell me this isn't good. -runs off-
» Wednesday, December 15, 2004
-yawn- damn it i'm sick. bad sore throat, cough, flu and sometimes, fever. sigh. i hate being sick. especially now that i don't have a maid and will always be home alone, i'll never know when i'll faint again. this sucks. but thank god dad took half day for the past 2 days to take care of me. i love my dad! -grin- k ya anwyay, apart from being sick, at least i can finish up my dan brown book. it's about time i finished it.
and i think i'm such a bookworm. i just bought one book on monday night (can you keep a secret by sophie kinsella) and then fiona and my bro are gonna buy me 3 books from borders (the 5 ppl you meet in heaven & tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom, the time traveller's wife or something like that). then! godma bought me 2 books the other day (the nanny diaries & citizen girl). 7books. how wonderful. i feel like a bookworm. and of course there are many other books that i wanna read. like the adrian mole series and the shopaholic series and p.s i love you and where rainbows end. oh shucks. that's a whole shit load of books.
rah. i hate being sick! i can't go out. i can't do much really. half the time my head's spinning and i can't think properly or even stand for 5mins. bleah. hate this shit.
» Sunday, December 12, 2004
ok yes this damn thing is working. i think i've gotten rid of the virus on my comp already. -jumps around with joy- and i'm gonna do my hair tmr!!!!!!!!!! -jumps and hits head on ceiling- ouch. ok anyway yes, i'm quite bored now. stuck at home. cleaned up my room just now. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. although i still have some cupboards to clear out. oh well. my tabletop is dustless now. i'm so happy. no more, fussing around and touching my stuff with like what? my index finger and thumb? maha.
hmm so, i'm going to do my hair tmr. i think i'll rebond. see what the guy can do about those bits he thinned down. rah. but i'm definitely colouring it. screw school. haha. bianca said it's only cjc. no one will catch me. haha. goodie. lumdeedum. i think...i think i'll prolly withdraw my application for jc after 2 weeks. i have a funny feeling it isn't going to be fun. but of course, i'll have to see if i can even get in. 5more days to the results. i mean, of the jc shit. sigh.
i want to go shopping. well i am going to tmr. with my bestie ms jill soong! oh damn i just remembered, we were supposed to call tanya. haha. i wanna go swimming. i wanna go gymming (with jill). i wanna go sleeping. i wanna do a lot of things. bleah. xmas come now! -poof-
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